September 15, 2005

It’s 9:00 a.m. And there’s no Dujour a’ tall written yet.  I feebly look at my ephemeris and I see aspects up the ying-yang happening today, but I draw a blank.  The big question is do I write Dujour, or do I eat breakfast?  What’s a fortune teller to do?

It’s just that I feel so disconnected.  I think this ‘disconnection’ (which I have felt for the last couple of weeks) is because there is a gap in my philosophy that Earth is ‘supposed’ to be a weird/violent/dishonest and unpredictable place (‘cause that’s the nature of the Maze, and that’s the way the GAME is played!) and the fact that it IS such a weird/violent/dishonest and unpredictable place!  No one said we had to LIKE the game!  Sometimes this gets to me.  Today it did.

That, and the fact that my computer seems to have permanently locked me out of my Dujour spot and I don’t know if anyone is even GETTING my little messages in a bottle!

So hey, I’m going to just mention this one aspect of this day.  I think it is the aspect that is influencing my current state of mind.

At 11:31 p.m. Mercury in Virgo will square Pluto in Sagittarius.  We will, of course, feel this aspect all day.  We will not like it.  We will try to not over-react to it. (And here, I am clearly talking to myself)  It is a mind/power imbalance, and the by-product is a sense of futility.    (Am I projecting again?)  Well, you all know the Zen thing to do is to remember that staying in your personal power is a matter of balance.  I guess the advice of the day is to find a way to create balance in the moment!  This is not a day to worry about forever. The best thing we can all do is stay within our ‘boundaries’ and be respectful, to those around us, and most importantly to ourselves.  This aspect is often an instigator of self-criticism, a trap in the Maze of The Game.  Knowing that there is a planetary energy ‘scoring’ these feelings, can be an empowerment in itself! 

Okay, that’s a little something for us all to think about, and I think the way for me to create balance is to eat breakfast.

As always Grasshoppers, to the best of your ability, get out there and enjoy that illusion!